Sunday, January 20, 2008
Life's been pretty on the low for me.
School's annoyingly contradicting -
I HATE the projects, but I LOVE my babes!
The endless hanging out,
the laughter and tears.
Sinful bitching sessions - Evil, but, we likeee :p
EXAMS are just after CNY. Except Psycho which is in TWO WEEKS!
I don't want to do badly.
I already screwed econs which is the silliest thing one can ever do.
I want those As so so so badly.
I hate to be domineering.
I hate to be a leader.
I hate to be the pusher.
I ABSOLUTELY HATE NOT BEING ABLE TO FEEL ANGRY LONG ENOUGH NOT TO LET PEOPLE TAKE ME FOR GRANTED.
I hate being someone I'm not.
But if I don't,
my results would be oh-so-screwed.
Please spare a thought for me.
I want to do well in school.
Education is not a free thing.
I must make it worthwhile, no?
I miss MERMAID FAMILY! :(
I miss watching XIAO ZHU on Yu Le Bai Fen Bai.
I miss Energy autograph sessions + concerts.
I miss KCians.
I miss coolio high teas & dinners.
I miss Aussie.
I miss the smell of muffins + coffee @ Starbucks.
But I know they're always there for me <3